So I have been trying really hard NOT to be sad and obsess about missing and worrying about Jordan. I just LIVE for Mondays when we get his email. Then I read and and think "Well, dang now I have to wait a whole week before I can hear from him again. It is SOOOOO hard. I really don't think you can even understand the feeling unless you have or have had a child on a mission. I have a favorite song I listen to called "My Son". In it is says; "to everyone else he is just a boy gone for two years, but to me he is so much more." That is so true. But then I think about him being home and I say, "I wouldn't want him home. He is just where he needs to be." He is so happy and is loving and learning so much by being in Honduras. I am so excited for Mother's Day when I will be able to talk to him. I have so much I want to say. So much I want him to tell me. I can't wait to hear him speak Spanish. :) This is the "Jordan hall of honor" Tomorrow I get to mark off another month on my calendar. 4 down and 20 to go. :) :( This is how I feel about that.
I LOVED this paper. Can you read it? Check the bottom of the post for those of you that need a translation. |
Hey Becky! I totally know how you feel about Jordan. It is so hard!!! The first year is definitely the hardest. The first 6 months seem sooo slow... but once they hit their year mark, it is so weird, it really does start going a lot faster. I am amazed that Matt only has 3 1/2 months left. He is so sad. He doesn't want it to end. I am finding myself having the same mixed emotions about him coming home as I did the day he left.. I am SO HAPPY to see him again, but SO SAD that it's over. Our family has been blessed so incredibly during his mission. It will be weird for it to be over. . . Hang in there! I promise... it gets WAY better!! :) p.s. I emailed you my phone number.
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